ok are yall ready for this metaphor...'ere goes..

i feel like when an orchestra warms up. all kinds of instruments playing at once.madness to the ears..but then once i get to nationals on the floor its gonna go to the oboe that plays that one note...starts out the end of the warm up and get down to buisiness....then the warm up all goes down the ladder of notes and its stops. kinda like a climax. then after that is done i wont know what to do with myself.

in other words i have many mixed emotions but its kinda weird i dont know how im feeling i cant grasp it. ooo well i feel like tom will be better. woo. lata my friends...just felt like well trying to be insightful.

peace.